A whole new world ~ A new fantastic point of view ~ -glass shatters. :O Opps.
Went to Tuas today. Like, it's SOOO fun. Went there to watch a 18 minutes show and listen to a worker talk about the don't know what island and most importantly, smell the fresh and refreshing air.
Oh, it's fun, really. You spend like HALF an hour there and spend TWO hours on the journey to and fro. Gosh, how interesting. :D
Imagine it. Going somewhere for just half an hour and spending two whole hours on road! Ridiculous! Even though I must agree that the talk was quite interesting. About landfills and stuff like that. Oh well ~ I had a great time on the bus anyway so it's okay :D
The worker who talked to us is like so poor thing lor. When he talked, some of us aren't listening and even chatted among ourselves. Ah, the humiliation and anger!
Anyway, we went back to school after visiting the place where the wastes go to (that's the most interesting part :D). Then, went to Compass Point with YX and Denise. YX went off to meet her mum while Denise and I went to buy Pearly Bandung, ha. Missed a 159 bus and boarded the second one which came after a looong loooong time.
Upon reaching home, I realised my second aunt and her baby (ohmygod, I forgot his name but I know he's born on 2004 ((:) came :DD He-is-soo-cute! When I carried him, he stopped crying (: (-herms. Since when did he cry anyway?)
Overall for today was FUN. ((:
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
signed off @ 11:17 AM
A whole new world ~ It's soooo nice can! (Even though I've liked it before and got tired of it soon after, I'm so addicted to it now)
Some people just likes to ... act silly. Click here. It's so hilariously creepy I tell you, I got the goosebumps all over even before finishing watching it. He acted out the whole lyrics like as if the one watching his video wouldn't understand the lyrics -_-". Oh by the way, I figured out that that's not him singing, he just mouthed the words. LOLs. Click here for a better one (:
Yesterday, went to aunt's house. Nothing much happened, played taiki (I still don't know how to spell it )':) with my cousins and aunts for almost the whole day and had dinner there. Fun but ow, sat for the whole day there. By the time I stood up to move around, my legs totally turned numb. S:
For today, nothing much happened either. Visited my grandparents. For some reasons, I dislike going to my grandparents' house X=. Prefer them coming instead but ah, heck! It's not like I'm going there every single day so it's okay actually. (:
Going to Tuas (I think?) tomorrow. Hais. Have to report at school at 8am. Is this even called holidays? The school shouldn't take our holidays from us, not even for a day. It's supposed to be holidays! H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S! Holiday means day or period of rest from school. Yes! FROM school NOTFOR school. ):<
Sunday, May 28, 2006
signed off @ 7:47 AM
Didn't post yesterday cause came home at only around 9++ pm and I was dead beat. Yesterday, Parents' meeting. I was like sitting beside my mother when Xu lao shi was talking with her and Xu lao shi asked me if I have any problems? Cause I was -herms. a really quiet and attentive girl in class (Xu lao shi said de okay!) but my results aren't that good. Before I could answer, my mother told her that I'm very weak in Science blah blah and Xu lao shi explained to her that out of the whole Sec2 level, the average was about half the class failed. Then, my mother told me this and that and in the end, I promised her that I will work hard for the coming term (shuo de rong yi) Hope I can bah. Must achieve at least two As and 560+/900 >_>. (I can de! Jiayou me! ((:)
While walking out of the school bounds, my mother kept telling me how disappointed she was. Hais. Xi wang yue da, shi wang yue da. Then, went to Compass Point to have our dinner and I finally bought my sister her examination gift. Montik's pencil case. Ha. Can see that she's very happy bah cause she transfered all her stationery to her new pencil case immediately when we came home.
On the bus on our way back, I realised that there's so many small yet wonderful things happening in this world when we're watching the tv, playing the computer, sleeping, etc. I saw this pair of couples in their late 40's with two children (probably around 10-12 years old). The mother was sitting with her son and the father was sitting with his daughter. Then, the daughter shouted to her mother to look at her handphone. I guessed that the father sms-ed the mother and each time they read a sms, they would be smiling sweetly at their handphones. They're so loving, ha. (:
When the bus made a U-turn, I saw a group of nurses (working in the mental hospital) crossing the road. I was wondering how tough their job is, to look after mentally disabled people everyday. Won't they go crazy one day? Hmm ...
And then, before reaching my bus-stop, I saw a place congested with people. A Pasar Malam (however you spell it) or something just that instead of stretching from one road to another, it's a tent with shops in front of one another leaving a gap for people to walk through and so on.
Yesterday was quite a FRUITFUL day for me, I felt that I will really change for the better this time. :o (deng zhe qiao) (:
P.S. Remember the survey given yesterday? Xu lao shi said that normally, we have to get at least 70% to take the subjects in group 'A'. (But it differs every year)
Friday, May 26, 2006
signed off @ 10:27 AM
Parent's meeting tomorrow T_T. Hopefully, when my mother and Xu lao shi talks, I don't have to stay to listen or I might actually burst out crying. Noooooo! I must not cry, especially in front of an adult (I don't know why but I hate crying in front of adults, including my parents).
But Parent's meeting also marks the end of the school term! Yay! I'm so in the holidays mood now. (: Already arranged to meet some of my friends and cousins during June holidays to catch a movie and to window-shop. Sad though, won't be going out with my primary school friends. I miss them soooooo much! Heard that Mr Tang will be organising a Genting trip this year? Oh well. None of the 6/1'04 will be going anyway. Penang~ I miss it and the happy times 6/1 had together over there. So so much.
Shuyin and Eleanor; remember the lizard when we first steped into our room? We practically screamed our lungs out. Remember when we stayed at Hannah's room and chatted all night with 6/1 girls? I was so happy but I had to fall asleep ): Was so darn sleepy. Remember the weather at Penang? Humid but we're still wearing our jackets. Ha. Remember the pervertic old man who peeped at 6/1 girls? We fell silent but I know we're all scared yet happy to have one another's company. Remember the night when we shared a plate of chicken rice because of the lack of time at the Penang shopping centre? We're hungry after that and went to Farah's and Niroshini's room to drink milo. HAHA! We took a number of photos that were funny too BUT that computer of mine which holds all the photos have to break down ): (I'll post them up if the computer's okay again) Remember when Farah fell and sprained her ankle? Gosh! We were so guilty and didn't know what to do. Luckily, there's Mr Tang and the other teachers (: Remember one night when we went into Cheryl and her group of friends' room? They called the boys and I don't know what happen? Was so fun. Remember when we stayed in our rooms and exchanged secrets? Ha. I even told you all my crush (during P6, june holidays) and nobody was afraid that any of us will give away our secrets. We were so trusting (: Remember when I thought I lost my passport? Ha. It was on the coach and Mr Tang nearly scolded me. LOLs. Remember when Shuyin, you, got so pissed off with Eleanor and I because we didn't want to shop anymore that you cried? I am so seriously sorry. But we made up again in the end because ...
WE LOVE ONE ANOTHER! ((:
There's so much more happy moments that we've spent together. Too much that it can't be all listed out in a day but never too much for my heart (: I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! (Even though you all wouldn't be able to find my blog ... sorry that I had to avoid you all ): So sorry)
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
signed off @ 9:14 AM
Note : Please do not read the following paragraph if you agree to this, "I'm still a kid who still thinks that we should not watch shows that are categorised under NC16!" (:
***Edited : Font made smaller so that people can try to get their eyes off this paragraph.
Ever wonder why some movies are placed in the "NC16" category? Because one possibility is that these shows show really scary scenes (not suitable for us) and another possibility is that there's some stuff that are not suitable for kids to look at, (but please, I'm not a kid ):) like uncensored thingies. And ever wonder why it's NC16 and not NC14? Because people of our age freak out after looking at mere skin even though we shouldn't, really. We ee yeer here and there and I don't see why it's so freaky? Like it's just a little SKIN! Don't tell me you've never seen skins before! Of course, I don't mean pornography or RA okay! Gosh, I'm not that sick. And when I say watch those type of movies, I meant that I DIDN'T know that there's such scenes in the show. Cannot be avoided one lor (especially when you turn sixteen or an adult, when you're not restricted to limitations) and puh-leeze, tell me how you will know if there's such nudity scenes when the main story of the show is not focused on that. Final Destination 3, who would know it'll turn out to be so ... NUDE!
Anyway, today, nothing much happened. Got a couple of lessons or three that don't require us to do much. Damn it! I'm so in the holidays mood now. And does anybody have any nice movies to recommend? X-men; The Last Stand? Tell me through tagboard! (:
3 more days till school holidays! <33
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
signed off @ 10:12 AM
SHE is an asshole! Always putting things that aren't mine or supposed to be handed in to the teacher on my table, expecting me to get rid of them or something. What to do! I have to REQUEST her to pass them back again and she'll wear this sucky look on her face. What an arse. Think she can do anything just because she's chio. Let me tell you this, YOU'RE FREAKING UGLY! UUG-GHA-LY! I'll invent a see-through mirror next time and I'll make sure that you're the first to look at my invention. (:
But then again, I won't be able to invent one cause I hate Science! Imagine me growing up to be a scientist next time. -Imagination runs wild.
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Ha! (: Dream on. Die die also MUST NOT be scientist! Never! N-E-V-E-R!
Anyway, today, Xu lao shi told us that we might not have enough time to let the whole class sing their own songs so she said that she might pick out those good ones and let them sing instead. Lucky for me, cause I know I won't fall into the 'good' category. (: The other time, when Xu lao shi told us that we have to sing individually or with another partner in front of 40 faces, I was like URM. Not to mention standing in front of the whole class reading the newspaper, even by doing that without reading for one minute gives me nightmares. Thus, *phew*. -Wipes sweat off forehead. (:
Next, during History, YX asked us this 'if we see a she lang" question. For some reasons, we got so carried away by this topic that we started talking about flashers. LOLs. Then, this question came into the topic, "What will a flasher do if he meets another flasher?" Good one. I wonder what they'll both do. Ha. Flashers are so darn sick in the mind. They should be banish into hell! Go and die you sickos!
P.S. I realised that my mum had helped me taped Singapore Idol after all (:(:
Monday, May 22, 2006
signed off @ 12:53 PM
Omg. I'm tired of looking at synchronisedd again. LOLs. Don't worry. I won't change my blog name again.
NOT! (: [Maybe in the future]
So, today, four words - WHAT ARE WE DOING?! Went to HarbourFront with JY, XY, Joyce, GL. Go HarbourFront for what? Seriously, I've got no idea. Oh yeah, talking about HarbourFront, I remember last year, when 6/1 '04 organised a Sentosa trip, it was supposed to be Sentosa but the boys suggested to go to East Coat Park. [Boys, boys, boys!] We went to East Coast Park anyway and watched the sea. Beautiful can! Can also remember WC [Wei Ching] dropping her handphone into the sea and we got some canoe-rs to help us. Unfortunately, her handphone could not be found. Yeah, then my click of friends, SY, Eleanor and I rented ONE bicycle. LOLs. We didn't know how to ride the bicycle at that time so practised. Like, we took turns to help balance the bicycle while one got on it. It was so damn fun. During the evening, the girls [some of them] wanted to go to Sentosa, so we went to HarbourFront lah. Quite late already though so spent like less than an hour there. We stopped at the ... don't know where and watched some URM. I don't know what. Some girls shaking their butts at the crowd or something. LOLs. Don't get the wrong idea okay! It was the awesome music which made us stayed. As our parents were rushing us home, Eleanor and I took the shuttle bus back. -Sighs. How I miss them ):
So back to today. Went to HarbourFront and realised there's nothing much to shop. See lah! Stubborn cousins! Told you all there nothing to shop one, still want go there waste time. JY suggested we catch movies but some of us didn't bring much money with us so decided to go to City Hall [Marina Square; Raffles City] instead to window shop. JY, that filthy rich cousin of mine, bought this wristband. Not that it is expensive lah but what the hell did she buy that for?! >:l. So yeah, time passed really quickly when we're having fun. In a twinkle of an eye, it's time to go home. Yeah, like nothing much happened today, just shopping and joking around.
P.S. OMGOMGOMG! I totally forgot to tape Singapore Idol. ):): Luckily it's just the auditions, if I'm not wrong? (:
Sunday, May 21, 2006
signed off @ 1:29 AM
Gosh. The tremendous heat is soo suffocating. Looks like it won't be raining for another few days time. Gotta keep my cool. My temper's kinda losing.
Anyway, this week was really a long one. Getting results and dreading every second of looking at the paper. Now, with my tears totally dried up and also bearing Mr Tan's words in mind, I decided to change. Oh, it wouldn't be easy. Just like a saying goes, "A leopard never changes its spots". Hope not. I really want to, need to and MUST advance to Sec 3. Not just that, I hope to get into a good class. Not that other classes are inferior or whatsoever, I'm afraid of the students in it. I don't want to get influenced by them =x. You know what I mean. Plus, it wouldn't be easy to make new friends again >_>.
So, yesterday. Didn't blog cause felt really tired, dosed off immediately after lying on the bed. It was quite a short but fun day? The DJs from dong li 88.3 visited our school during our PE period and they introduced their radio station to us. Their voice-s were so freaking clear and good. This program arranged by the school was for once, in my whole secondary school life, interesting! Ha. Of course, not forgetting Tanya Chua, who visited our school last year and some guys who used their voice-s to make some musical instruments. Our school should really organise more of these celebrities, DJs, singers and weird people shows.
Next, during English lessons, Miss Tan [I prefer calling her Miss Tan for some reasons] gave out our English Paper 1. I can say that I did fairly good, at least better than Paper 2, where I just scraped through.
Then, during PW, Mr Raffi talked to us about our Maths. Wah, really stressed can! Adults, adults, adults! I can't figure out their thinking. They told us not to compare our results with others and they themselves? They compare our class to other classes. What the fcuk! No wonder nobody listens to them. PLEASE LAH! STOP COMPARING US WITH OTHER CLASSES! We ended up in 1i, 2i because of our PSLE scores. Primary and Secondary school life is totally different. Some can adapt to it while some can't. I'm a living example. I can't adapt to it. Seriously. The ladder which we have to climb from Primary school to Secondary school is very steep. The reason why students from other classes can score well is because they can adapt to different environment easily whereas for me, I CAN'T! SO PUH-LEEZE! STOP STRESSING US WITH, "YOU PEOPLE ARE FROM 2I! CREAM OF SECONDARY TWO! YOU SHOULD GET AT LEAST XX MARK AND NOT FAIL! SEE XX CLASS, THEY CAN DO IT WHY CAN'T YOU!", "YOU ALL FROM 2I! NEVER MEET OUR EXPECTATIONS! SEE OTHER CLASSES, ONLY XX FAIL WHILE OUR CLASS XX FAILED!", "YOU ALL ARE FROM 2I, BY RIGHT YOU ALL SHOULDN'T FAIL AND INSTEAD GET AT LEAST AN A1 OR A2!" WTF LAH! A2 is already so difficult to achieve, still A1?! So stop it already! STOP IT! STOP-IT!
Friday, May 19, 2006
signed off @ 10:00 AM
Oh yeah. I totally forgot to explain why I called myself coward [refer to previous entry]. Like what I've blogged just now, Mr Tan talked alot this afternoon. He said that he once avoided all his problems. Like, if his problems were at the front, he'll turn back and walk away. If his problems were at the back, he'll walk sideways. Until one day, when there's no path left for him to go, he can only do one thing, yes, one thing -
SCREAM!
Lol, kidding. I couldn't find a picture of somebody squatting down with his hands on his head [like what Mr Tan showed us this afternoon], thus, this picture. Oh well. At least I think you all got the picture [picture as in picture in your mind]. (:
So, on my way home, I somehow asked myself, "Am I avoiding my problems?" and ohmygod! OH-MY-GOD! The first word that came to my mind was YES! Hence, I called myself coward. o: I'm so freaking weird. LOL -_-".
signed off @ 6:50 AM
C'mon, face it, you bloody idiot. You're a coward!!! C-O-W-A-R-D!
Yes, yes, I know, I'm a freaking coward and I am going to change from today onwards! o: [If that happens, pigs will fly, but heck, I haven't even tried!]
(: I felt soo inspired by Mr Tan today, ha. He told us about his past - how arrogant he was and how his girlfriend left him. Aww. How touching. -Sniffs. Opps, now where was I? Oh yeah. When he said that his girlfriend left him, his expression was ... urm. He even said that he's ugly and stuff like that. Not his usual bhb self. But actually, MR TAN ISN'T UGLY! HE'S BEAUTIFUL! BEAUTIFUL! B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L!
On the inside. (: That's all that matters right?
He also said alot of other inspirational things which really ... moved me. Sad thing though. Mr Tan is leaving us in another 3 months time. ): He's been such an awesome teacher, or rather, friend. He treated us like his friends most of the time, chatting and joking with us. He even told us about his girlfriend which not all teachers would be thick-skinned enough to tell. I mean, you wouldn't go about telling people about your boy/girlfriend right? You might tell your close friends or even normal friends but no one more than that.
Argh. I just HATE departures and the feeling of emptiness >_>!
Thursday, May 18, 2006
signed off @ 7:57 AM
Today was quite an okay day for me except when it was PC period. During PC period [near the end], Mr Tan came in and distributed the Mathematics Paper 2. I was so darn nervous. When I realised I got only 34, my heart practically plonked. 34?! Is that mark going to pull my 22 marks up?! NO! Maybe just a little but heck, it's like by just A LITTLE. WHAT'S THE POINT?! hais. I've totally flunked my Mathematics Exam. 56, I'm gonna kill myself.
And to add on to my misery, I got picked to help sell the $10 ticket. What the fcuk! And it's like at the same time, when I realised I got 34, Xu lao shi called out my register number. That's why I was so worked up and seriously, I thought I was going to burst out crying in front of Xu lao shi's face at that time. Luckily, I kind of stopped beside XH and relaxed when she told me to calm down or who knows what will happen! I might really get so worked up and just grab any sharp object in my sight and kill the teacher straight away.
Oh well. If anybody wants to buy that pathetic $10 ticket, inform me. I'll be glad to share just half of the price. Ta!
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
signed off @ 7:19 AM
Yesterday night, I finally told my mother my results. Actually, it was her who asked me if I had received my papers and I said yes. I then told her about my poor grades and she asked me why I failed. At that time, tears stung my eyes. I told her the paper was difficult [which is true] and she continued nagging. The same stuff all MOTHERS would say. She also said that she had tried not to give me pressure already, and yeah, I noticed it. Normally, she would keep telling me to study, study and study! But ever since I've advanced to Sec 2, she didn't nag that much as compared to the previous years. But the pressure is still there! The expectations! Arrggh. And for some reasons, when she asked me if I can cope with my studies, I totally lost control of my tears. Ah. Gan-dong-ness? I don't know. But I can feel that motherly love! Ha -_-.
I think it's more effective to talk nicely to someone rather than scold. All along, my mother's been nagging, scolding and stuff that makes me really annoyed but yesterday, that feeling was so different. I suddenly felt like reversing time to talk to my mother again >_>. I'm such a weirdo.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
signed off @ 11:22 AM
Hais. I feel so guilty and sad now. Today, got back most of our papers - English, Chinese, Geography, Mathematics Paper 1, Science, History.
And you know what?
I failed Maths and Science. The rest passed by just a few marks.
And the worst thing?
I don't know how to tell my parents about this and I have yet to >_>.
Just now, when my mother came home, I was thinking of how to tell her. And as she was "distributing" the vegetables, I was shivering from head to toe uncontrollably. Only when she asked me why I'm shivering did I realised it -_-". Till now, I've yet to tell her the bad news.
Someone tell me how to break this piece of news to her! I'm feeling so mao dun and guilty now for not telling her my grades.
Actually, that might not be the worst thing. The worse-worst thing is that my sister actually got 69/100 for her English [that's good because she normally fails] and after my sister told my mother that, my mother was like so darn happy T_T. How will she react after knowing my results?! I really can't imagine.
Hais. If I didn't do well right from the beginning in Primary School, maybe my parents would not have such high expectations in me and they wouldn't be so disappointed. But who will want to try to fail their subjects?! Arghh. But then again, it's my future, not my parents'. They're there to give us pressure only bah.
-Sighs. Zuo ren zhen nan -_-.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
signed off @ 11:16 AM
Normally and by right, I should be having fun and stuff like that since it's after examinations already. But I feel really tensed and stressed in whatever things I do nowadays. Even when I'm sleeping, I'll think of my examinations. Never in my life had I feel so ... so ... depressed. I'm not mentally unsound yet, don't worry. It's like I'm not at all satisfied with all the subjects I've did. -Sighs. And people are like "you will do well de", "you can de lah, don't keep saying cannot" blah what shit. Seriously, I think I will fail at least 5/9 subjects [and the 4 passing includes art. Argh?! Who cares about Art!] And probably just pass the 4 subjects.
Did this just now, for some reasons. To portray this weird and un-describe-able feeling I have. Ah, heck.
Two more days and we'll probably be able to get our Science, English and Chinese back. Ohmygod. Triple blows. Just two more days [can you believe it?] and I'll be meeting this small little red boy with two tiny horns sticking out of his head. He'll be carrying a spear and this deep, dark, monster-ous hole will swallow me up ... up ... up ...
Saturday, May 13, 2006
signed off @ 1:32 AM
It's amazing how this world works. How the Earth revolves around the Sun [Oh or is it the other way round?] and etc.
I was playing Habbo UK just now and yeah, there's like no soul around. Then this USA friend of mine came into my room and we chatted. He told me he was tired and I got curious. Asked him the time over there and it's like only 9.15pm 11th May when it's already 10.20am 12th May in Singapore. He also told me that over at UK, it's 3.15am. Probably 12th May. Wow. Can you imagine it? While some of us might still be playing, using the internet, other people in other countries are sleeping! And after 8 hours, we'll be sleeping and them, playing.
Or maybe, when in the morning you're chatting with a friend from a different country, it's night time over their side. After 8 hours, you'll discover they've just awoke from their sleep and it's just about to get dark in Singapore. Ha. Amazing right?
I was wondering what it'll be like if we took a plane from Singapore to probably USA. One minute it's 10am 12th May in Singapore and the other, it's 9pm 11th May in USA. Lol. Reversed time? (:
Thursday, May 11, 2006
signed off @ 11:07 AM
-Sighs. Today's D&T paper was terrible, horrible, and Mdm-Tanable. I've like left plenty of questions blank, thinking that I will have enough time to go back to them later on but what the heck! I had to do the last question hastily, forgetting that front view should be drawn on top. Ohmygoshh. And in the end, I don't even have a second left to go through my first few questions which I left blank >_>. 20 marks. And the first few questions T_T. I'm going to fail badly this time.
Why must teachers torture us like that! Knowing that Mid-Year is our life-and-death, they had to set such difficult papers. Yah, right. They want to show us their standard mah! Set easy papers, scared people say they no standard -_-. Have they ever thought how the students are going to die? Argh. Science's the worst. I totally knew nothing about what the questions are talking about.
I'm going to fail overall. Don't talk about taking A Maths, I might not even be able to advance to Secondary 3. Arghh.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
signed off @ 11:19 AM
Wow. Can you believe it? A 5 days hiatus. Been so busy lately that I hardly used the comp or rather, blog. Nothing to blog about too. Don't feel like talking about exams. Cause you know what! All of them are easy peasy, peanuts to me. (:
Yah, right. When I actually get my papers back, I'm gonna die staring at it.
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So, I'll just post some conversation I had with my cousin just now. Ohh yeah, note that Darryl [seriously, I don't know how to spell his name], my cousin, is only uhh, Primary one or two this year? Cuteness (:
Darryl : What is advage? [It's advantage, LOL] Me : Ad-van-tage. It's hao chu in chinese. Darryl : What is hao chu? Me : [with my diao look] -_-" Hao chu is the opposite of huai chu. Darryl : What is huai chu? Me : [fed up] Example, one hao chu of being tall is that I don't have to raise my head to look at who is taller than me. Darryl : Then hao chu of being short is that I don't have to look at who I am talking to.
LOL -_-. Cute right! You should have seen that expression of his. He's very smart too. At suan-ing probably. He might not have realised it but HE IS SUANING ME. ):< Ohmygod.
Friday, May 05, 2006
signed off @ 12:39 PM
Finally, the days with two papers [which require alot of thinking] on a day are over. But ...
HAIS. So far, none of the papers I set for will pass me with flying colours. History? I forgot everything that I've learnt while sitting for the paper. Mathematics Paper 1? So many blanks which add up to twelve marks. Geography? Forgot many things too. English? Difficult. Even the grammar part. Science? Crap. If I even pass it, I'll be thanking god. >_>. -sighs.
I'm afraid, not because my parents will be disappointed or angry. I'm afraid to see my marks. Afraid that I can't advance to Sec 3. Afraid that I'll end up in other classes. Stress. ARGH. It's like a weight is weighing my heart down, too heavy that it might drop all the way to my lungs [is it too short a distance? To just drop from my heart position to my lungs?] Probably to my stomach or intestine yeah. Then through the anus and stress GONE! Ha. >_>. Like if that happens, I'll probably be gone too -_-.
Thursday, May 04, 2006
signed off @ 12:10 PM
I'm back from a 2 days hiatus! Yay! (:
So, today, in a really lousy mood >_>. Because of that Science Exam.
My mind/brain was totally drained [geography? Build dikes around drained area blah blah -_-] out after doing the MCQ part. Forget about Section B and C. By just getting Section A's full 30 marks, I'll be glad. 30/100, right.
It's not that I haven't try my best. I spent a few days just reading three chapters, trying to understand what it's all about and yesterday, I took hours to finish the rest of the chapters. But WTF okay! Every single questions that came out today is less than 1/4 of what I've studied. Argh. What is that teacher thinking?! That we're some kind of super-kid?
I FCUKING hate NCHS. Even the name sucks. I was wondering how my life would turn out to be if I hadn't put NCHS as my first choice. Like if I go to AMKSS or ZHSS? Yeah, anywhere is better than here. High standards, pressure, everything! I've got more than a million reasons to hate NCHS. But what to do? No time machine -_-.
Anyway, I'll just cross my fingers and hope that I get at least mediocre results. (:
Monday, May 01, 2006
signed off @ 11:06 AM
Today, went to JY's house with XY. On our way, XY suddenly laughed. [We're on the bus by the way] I was like, are you okay? She then pointed to the road. There's this old man with shiny head [oh! he's bald] waving at something. I don't know what but he's like standing in the middle of the road WAVING and what's worse, he was smiling stupidly to himself. I looked at the direction at where he's waving and there's like nobody?! Creepy >_>.
Finally, we reached our destination. Almost missed our stop, all thanks to XY, but luckily, we didn't. (: When we reached JY's doorstep, I was expecting her to open the door butguess what?! This tall, young stranger greeted us. XY and I thought we knocked on the wrong door so apologised -_-". Yuan lai he is JY's boyfriend ... ... I was so shocked okay! She actually invited her boyfriend to her house?!! Oh, her parents were out. JY so naughty lor -_-".
Then, we watched VCD - The Wild. If I'm not wrong, The Wild isn't out in cinemas yet yah? That's why the graphics was kind of yucky but whatever! At least we're able to finish watching the whole show despite having to restart it a number of times. I like the ... whoever that is. Some kind of squirrel or something, the giraffe-admirer! haas. He's cute and funny. ((:
By the time we finished watching the show, it was already 4 plus. Chris [JY's boyfriend] left cause JY's parents will be coming back anytime. They're like so what lor -_-". Behaving so suspiciously. LOL. Gah! Their problem anyway. ((:
Nothing much after he left. He is such a joker. haas. Shall end here now; Sign off ((:
SCREAM!